I can't feel it like a city. Nothing wrong with my life, but the New Orleans area feels like a label, sort of, a label with jazz behind it. And, I mean I do not feel like I am from a city, at all. I can't even trust what each city is. I'm actually in a city now, but I don't feel it. Slidell was the hardest blow ever on my life. ..unless you mean my physical regime.